I never realized something about myself till just today; what petty forms narcissism can come in. I was looking at my web page today and I noticed that I went straight to the web counter and all of a sudden it hit me how vane I am. Now I could argue that in the world of pettiness this is somewhat of a non-issue.
Though it wasn’t so much the bee-line to the end of the website that I noticed, but the other thoughts that started running through my head. Like, who’s visiting my site? What do they think of my site? Is it just 3-4 people who have visited 28 times? (28 is the current count at time of publication)
So this got me wondering just how narcissistic I am. I like to think that I am not to wrapped up in vanity; that I’m pretty well grounded. Then I think of another question, is a little bit egotism really a bad thing. Roe example like alcohol, a little bit ever so often is good for the liver, but a lot is bad since alcohol is a poison. This is why the symptoms of a drunk are the same as someone who just taken cyanide.
But let’s digress back to the central topic. I do also find that it’s kind of therapeutic to now that people care enough to at the very least type in a URL for you.
So in that sense I will keep it up and use it to feed my self-importance, because my website is the best. (Wink wink, nod nod)
